Journal Entry 12 11.17.15

I will not forget to do my journal entry today. So much has happened and its been very upsetting to say the least. I got kicked out of the MC I was in because of my collar so yeah everything I did and put up with was for nothing. I could go against my Masters wishes and remove the collar BUT any MC that will kick someone because they wear a collar doesn't deserve a second thought. I have already been asked to join another MC but I am not sure I really want to do that because I don't wanna put myself in a position where I will get kicked out because of the way I choose to be. I have also been in talks with a good friend of mine who I am not sure is serious or not about wanting to start a MC with me. Honestly I'm at a place where I dunno what I want....on one hand a MC gives me something to do when my Master isn't on, but on the other hand I don't wanna deal with the drama a MC brings either nor the headache. I will figure something out who knows maybe it is for the best, or maybe I should just leave SL for a while till after the baby is born.