I think I deeply touched my Master last night right down to his core. I submitted to him fully in Gor. I also told him I planned on getting him a custom brand and collar made just for him. I realized last night just how much I truly love him in both SL and RL. He has touched me in more ways then anyone ever has. I feel like I can tell him every thing, though I'm always afraid that I will do or say something that will make him mad or angry. That is the last thing I ever want to do. He did tell me that I needed to put more emotion and feelings into my emotes when serving him, though I honestly do not fully understand, but I will do my best for him.
Every time that I don't get to talk to him or spend time with him I feel lost and sad. He has brought me a lot of happiness, so not talking to him at least takes that happy feeling away, even though I am sure that he is always thinking of me as I am of him, Last night I was in tears because of how happy he has made me, he even said he would love and care for my baby as if it was his own child, even though it's not. He is the best thing next to my daughter in my life.
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