Journal Entry 5 10.16.15

I think my Master is upset with me over the fact I have not been doing my journal entries like he wishes. I am worried that the punishment he gives me will be something that will be terrible, though I trust him and will take the punishment without complaint. I did however on sl go ahead and have papers as well as a slave exam, so hopefully that dedication will soften the blow a bit. I am truly in love with him, that is why I wish to give him my body, mind, and soul, to be completely his. He is kind and caring and I know he only wishes the best for his girl and her unborn daughter. He is everything and more that I would expect from a Master and a true man. While I want to finish college and get a job as a counselor, I am content with staying at home and taking care of the babies and our home. Though perhaps my Master will let me work as a counselor part time, considering college I will be doing online. But I will see what happens, even if he allows me to finish college and not have a job, it would be something I could fall back onto if times got hard for us.