Journal Entry 6 10.20.15

today has been one of those days where I am constantly tired and wanting to sleep. Mainly because there is a slim possibility that the guy who I thought was the baby's dad might not really be the dad. So it has me worrying myself, not to mention the pain has been so bad that I can't sleep and I hardly want to eat anything. I did however on SL find someone to make the brand and hopefully she will have it done today. I just hope that my Master will be pleased with it as that is the only thing that matters to me. I find myself missing and loving my Master more and more each day even though I have no idea why he wants me. At the club I am to the point I am going to fire everyone because they have not been doing their jobs. So maybe the threat of them being fired will get them to start giving a rats ass because I cant do it all by myself. I am hoping that I will get to spend some time with my Master hopefully soon on SL.